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There are founding principles of everything which humanity creates, by which he measures that which is Good and that which is Evil.  All of it he creates, however.  The universe itself knows nothing of Justice or Mercy, those are things which define the human race.

Chapter IX

         The Tavern of the Dancing Maid is a marvel of the kingdom: it is older than even myself.  Even more than two hundred years ago, it was an old and venerable establishment.  The tavern stands only a short walk from the West Bank of the Sern: a rather small and weather-beaten building with wooden walls that I have watch warp only to replaced only to warp again after so many years.  The tables and chairs within are slowly worn by hundreds upon hundreds of customers, even the bar itself has been replaced a few times after some particularly violent brawls.  The wooden supports have been eaten threw by vermin and broken by drunkards.  Perhaps the only thing left of the original building is the oak frame and the sturdy stone hearth, and both of those I know have been singed and bitten by the flames of a few fires.
         - And, of course, the barkeep.  Not the very first; no, he has been dead, buried and forgotten for many, many years, but his family has kept the tavern alive for a multitude of generations.  When I first entered the city of Bridgeville, the founder's great-grandson was aging at other side of the bar, and perhaps the hundredth bard would play there regularly.  Now, more than three centuries later, a thousand bards have played their music and spun their tales before the age-old hearth; and still the Krystans, with their red hair, blue eyes and crude speech, own and keep the tavern well.  There is a tale that perhaps all of the world has at some point in time sat in one of the chairs of the Dancing Maid and tasted some of the Krystans' homemade ale.  It is fluff and fantasy, but it's scope is not far from the mark.
         For all my hatred of the merriment and joy which taverns would typically hold during my life, the Dancing Maid held a special allure to me after I had died.  For years after the night of my death, I would wander the streets aimlessly.  I never hunger, I never tire - even if in my living years sleep was little, it did well to pass the time.  I felt as if I was in some semi-purposeless limbo, suspended in time and space without direction or meaning.  Then, one night, I passed the Dancing Maid for perhaps the thousandth time.  Light poured from its unshuttered windows like brilliant beacons onto the street, and the sweet sound of music floated to my ears.  The beautiful voice of a woman bard drew me closer, and I crept carefully up to the window to peer inside.
         A rather old and wrinkled woman sat upon an old wooden stool at the end of room before the hearth.  She held a lute in her arms, and had a liquid voice which blended in perfect melody with the chords she strummed.  The entire tavern was enraptured, and soon I felt myself falling under the strange spell.
         And she sang:
                And the trumpets blew, and spirits flew
                 And you're all I need, and you fill my dreams
                 There's a love the gods put in your heart
         "Gods," I murmured to myself, though I knew they weren't listening.  "I know who you are."  Carefully, with my cowl pulled tightly about my face, I entered the tavern, this time determined not to stay outside and listen to the beauty from beneath a window pane.  I found a place in the darkest corner that, like all shadows, welcomed me with comfortable arms.  I spent the rest of that night watching and listening to her.
         It was well past midnight when she played her last encore, and most of the tavern's patrons had either left, or were ready to drift off to sleep in their seats.  She stood quietly, and began to leave.
         "Tell me," I called from my corner, "how long have you been singing that song?"
         She jumped, having not seen me there.  She peered into the shadows, and then took a step back when she saw my glowing red eyes.
         "Well?" I asked again.  She did not say anything, but remained staring in a sort of stupefied horror.  "Do not be afraid.  If I had wished you harm you would have been dead hours ago."
         She swallowed hard, and then found her courage again.  "Many years," she answered.
         "Perhaps two score?" I asked.  "More?"
         "More."
         I nodded.  "You did sound well-practiced those nights in Near Capital."
         She looked at me strangely.  "Who are you?"
         I laughed, and stood.  "I have no name."
         She continued to look at me strangely for a few moments, and then realized.  "Oh gods!" she gasped.  "You're that - that young boy who saved me that night..."
         "Do not thank me," I said.  "Perhaps it would have been better if I had let you die that night.  You have never found your daughter."
         "How do you know?"
         I looked away.
         "Did you know her?  Do you know what happened to her?"  She began to approach me.  "Please, tell me.  If you know anything about my Leila."
         I stood dumbfast.  How foolish this was, I thought to myself.  To come here and resurrect the past, to start this damned foolish conversation.
         She came to stand right in front of me and searched for my eyes.  "Please, if you know anything, tell me."
         I looked to the floor, keeping my eyes covered with the edge of my cowl.  "I know nothing."  Then I pushed past her and made my way swiftly out the door.  I disappeared into the night, leaving her dumb and grasping behind me.
 

         I returned the next night, to find her there again.  Like the night before, I entered the tavern carefully, and found the same dark corner empty, as if it had been specially reserved.  Again I listened to her for all the night, amazed at the range of songs and stories she knew.  I was not so enraptured by the melodies or the tales, but by the beautiful perfection of her craft.
         About half-way through the night I looked about me at the patrons of the tavern.  It was the most eclectic and motley bunch I had ever seen.  There were merchants and nobles' servants, adventurers and priests, some Watchmen, a few serfs - and thieves.  They were rather cleverly hidden from most, but to me they were unmistakably that of the Guild.  There was no other kind of thief in the city.  One either belonged to the Guild or one was dead.  The same was true even for me.  Oh, certainly there was the occasional thief that would attach himself to an adventuring party to try for spoils in the wilderness outside the city and in kingdoms beyond, but many of those, even their co-horts, belonged to some Guild somewhere.
         But it struck me as odd that thieves should be in the Dancing Maid.  The tavern was far from the Dark Alleys, they stood on opposite sides of the River Sern, and the Guild knew now that this was certainly my territory.  Why would they be here?  It would take the grandest of fools to try a heist, or to assassinate someone with so many people - armed people none the less - about.  Then it struck me: what better place to watch.  Watch everybody, and listen to everything.  This venerable tavern alone must hold the most important meetings at times, and under its roof pass so much information.  One could feel the beating pulse of the city from this little room.  I begrudged someone in the Guild for having a lick intelligence.
         The two Guild thieves, a man and a woman, which I had spotted would have to be killed that night, of course.  They were within my territory, which made them fair game.  Just why I had established a territory on most of the West Bank I did not really understand; I had simply done so.  Perhaps it was for the mere purpose of aggravating the Guild: that one could hold back the work of hundreds.
         The flash of sudden movement caught my eye.  I noticed that the Guild thieves looked with me as a pair of children, a small girl and an older boy, swiftly made their way through the crowd about the bard and towards the door.  The boy clutched in his hand a pouch half-filled with coins, and the girl looked about with wide and fearful eyes lest they be caught.
         They already were, I thought as the woman thief stood to begin after them.  Regardless of age, every thief had to pledge loyalty to the Guild in Bridgeville.  But the Guild thief wasn't looking to give the children a warning or an invitation.  They were easy, fresh meat.
         I could have cared less, except that the woman was in my territory.  And I controlled what could or could not happen here.  To put it in simply human terms: it was a matter of principle.
         I waited until the woman thief had intercepted the children near the door, and moved only when I saw the first flash of her knife.  My dagger sailed across the room faster than a quarrel, and she dropped to floor as the blade sunk between her shoulder blades.  I muttered a curse to myself as I leapt from my corner across the tavern room; I had aimed for the base of the skull.  I reached the children, who were already frozen with fear, long before the other thief.  After retrieving my dagger, I took the girl and the boy each underneath an arm, and promptly placed the toe of my boot beneath the other thief's jaw.  I kicked with such force that the crack of his jaw breaking was very loud, and it sent him sailing back across the room to slam against the bar with another crack.  Blood began to spurt from his skull as cries of surprise and horror erupted from crowd in the tavern.
         I turned to look at the woman bard.  She caught my gaze for a moment, and there was a brief eternity of meaning and understanding.  Then I rushed out the door and into the thick summer night.
 

         The children were, if not silent, very quiet as I hurried away from the tavern, which was good, because if they had not been quiet I would have killed them.  From time to time I looked behind me to see if anyone was following.  It was doubtful, but years of caution and paranoia have not even still been forgotten.  It was not really a question of whether or not I would survive a brawl with even a dozen men, but that the children certainly would not.  Neither did I wish to be inconvenienced.
         I found a dark alley that had rather become one of my favorites, and set them down in the shadow of a rain barrel.  They were dressed in little more than rags, which were dark and stained and contrasted sharply with the paleness of her skin.  There were dark patches underneath their sunken eyes, and they were so skinny it was clear they were on the verge of starvation.
         How well off they must be, I thought to myself, to know the taste of Death on their little tongues.
         The boy and girl shivered as they clung tightly to each other: a mess of entangled limbs and hanging rags.  He could not have been more than eight, and she was practically half that, but they looked at me with eyes full of mortal terror and desperation.  It was a gaze to which I had long become accustomed.
         I held out my hand and almost instantly the boy put the pouch into it.  I looked at it for a moment, not even opening the cloth bag, but noticing that the strings were cut.  I held out my hand again and the girl swiftly dropped a kitchen knife into it.
         I smiled slightly, and then laughed softly.  The children cowered away even further; if they could have gone through the alley wall, I'm sure they would have made every effort to.  Then I shook my head and sighed.  "Lesson number one," I said, "never hand over your loot.  This bag of coins is all that stands between you and dying, children, and if you hand it over to anyone you might as well ask them to slit your throat in the process - something more than enough people will be happy to oblige you with."  The children continued to cower, but I could tell that they were listening to me.  "Lesson number two," I continued as I held up the knife, "never, ever hand over your weapon.  That's an open invitation to a slit throat."
         They stared at me in wonder, and I gazed back.
         "What are your names?" I asked specifically.  I was sure they had no idea who they were.
         The boy slowly gained the courage to speak - a remarkable accomplishment.  "Michael," he said.  "This is my sister, Jasimine."
         "Jasimine?" I mused.  "Very exotic name for a Stephenian.  Your parents were merchants, no?"
         Michael nodded slowly, and began to explain.
         "Be quiet," I said.  "I do not need to know.  Lesson number three, and the last for tonight: silence is your savior.  Now, be quiet and sleep."
         They obeyed readily, practically collapsing as they were, holding each other close.  They looked like some twisted and grotesque marble statue.  I remained awake all night just watching them.
 

         The dawn came again like an angry, fiery burst across a few morning clouds, but it was long after that by the time both children awoke.  I did not wake them, even at that age I had learned patience; I certainly had all the time in the world and more.
         The boy woke with a long yawn, and started when he saw me.  I merely continued to gaze at them both until his sister was awake.  She managed a weak smile at her brother, but looked blankly at me with starving eyes.  I remained impassive for a few moments of silence.
         "That," I began, "is the sound you will most strive for."
         "What sound?" Jasimine asked.
         I fell silent again for a long while.  Neither child moved at all, their gaze fixed upon me.
         "That sound," I said at last.  "The sound of silence."
         "Silence is your savior," Michael intoned.
         I nodded.  I felt suddenly very comfortable with this.  I knew this setting, this situation, it was all terribly familiar.  I looked down at my black leather gloves and my pitch-black clothing and realized how much like Jack I had become.  How terribly ironic, to come full circle like this.  Do the taught always become the teacher?  I shook my head within my mind.  It did not matter; it was what I was choosing to do.
         I looked at the children carefully again.  In the morning light, which was muted by the clouds overhead, they seemed even more sickly and deplorable.  Such sights did not shock me, and never had.  I had grown up with such sights and worse readily at hand.  As a child thief in Near Capital, I had stolen rotten bread from other children more sickly than these.  Michael and Jasimine were little more than walking skeletons with skin stretched tightly across their bones.
         "Your first lesson for today," I began, "is the one thing you must never, ever forget: Never Get Caught."  I fell silent yet again, letting the idea sink into their heads.
         "Please, sir," Jasimine said, "will you give us some food?"
         I laughed at her, and then like a heavy curtain fell serious.  "No.  You will get your own food by the end of the morning.  You will learn the most essential lesson in life today: steal or starve."
         "Too many lessons," Michael said.
         I took his jaw in my hand and bore into the boy's eyes.  "There are many lessons which I have left to teach you, and you will complain at not a one of them."
         For a moment I saw the fire of defiance burn in his eyes, and I delighted in it.  This boy was a fighter; he would make it.  But, Michael acquiesced and I released his jaw from my grip.
         "Now," I said, feeling generous, "what is the first rule?"
         "Never get caught," they mumbled together.
         "Now you will apply that this morning, and you will win your breakfast for yourselves."
         I led them out of the alley and quickly into the marketplace.  The entire section of town was fairly bursting with people, and the children blended into the crowd with ease.  I retreated into a forgotten corner and became inconspicuous.  To my surprise they did fairly well, finding the basket of some talkative woman and darting away into the crowd not too quickly and not too slowly.  They returned to me with their spoils: an apple each.
         "Eat them," I said, and they devoured the apples in moments.
         "I wanna do it again," Jasimine said.
         "Quiet," Michael reprimanded.
         "First," I said to the boy, "it is no longer your place to say a word to her.  You are both responsible to me directly." I turned to Jasimine.  "Secondly, this is not a game.  This is your life."
         They both nodded slowly and I grinned.  I gave Jasimine back her knife.  "You are not to use it on anyone at any time - yet," I warned her.  "Now, go back out there and get more breakfast."  They swiftly disappeared back into the crowd.
         This will work, I thought to myself as Michael and Jasimine wove their way through the huge crowd.  I retreated into an alleyway to lean against a pile of refuse and appear to be someone you did not wish to approach.  I had kept my territory against the Guild for better than fifty years, against another two Master Thieves.  But for what purpose?  I had no real use for it.  I did not steal anymore, having no use of food or wealth, nor the need to sway someone else with riches, though huge amounts were well-hidden in my spire from my living days.  But with these two children it had become clear to me.  Much like Jack and his pack of brats, I would build my resistance from the beginning, with youth.  Perhaps this is the way the Guild got started, I thought, though I doubted it.  Guild thieves were not that intelligent.
         I sat there making plans until the children returned a long while later.  Each was hungrily tearing away at small loaf of bread.
         Michael began to cough, then choke.  Finally, he managed to  swallow.  His face was almost blue when he looked at me again.
         I smiled my wicked smile.  "Another lesson for today: never bite more than you can chew; it'll kill you."
 

         That night I showed the children the way to my spire, and warned them against ever leading anyone there.  They found a comfortable corner on the ground floor, since I forbade them to come very far up the stairs - only far enough to call me from my vigils if it was needed.  They seemed to adapt to life in the Dark Alleys quite readily, as if it were the natural thing to steal and hide and pretend.  I taught them to avoid the Guild thugs, which was not difficult.  A far more tasking lesson was crossing the Bridge undetected or unmolested by the Watch.  Jasimine easily found ways to charm the guards, or slip into the crowd.  But Michael was proud; one could sense the boy approaching from across the street.
         He took his lessons seriously, at least.  I think he knew more about what was really going on than his sister did.  To her much was a game, and I ignored her frivolous and youthful smile very often.  Michael never smiled - almost.  The boy would smile at his sister, though only when she had fallen asleep.  He loved her, I knew, as only a brother could love his sister.  Something within me envied him, the rest of me sung a bitter elegy of pity for him.
         Our lessons continued for several weeks.  I watched the children come into better health with fairly regular meals that their thieving provided them.  And the exercise it gave them helped, I was not ignorant of that.  Their skills increased steadily, and I could see they would soon be better than most of the Guild's filthy vermin.  Often they would be gone before I left the top of my spire after dawn, and did not return until practically dusk, and some nights I saw nothing of them at all as they prowled the Dark Alleys, two panthers on the hunt.  I had warned them against prowling the Noble Quarter at night, simply because I knew the Guild's best would be there then.  But, all in all, it was a success.  I had begun to follow in the steps of my mentor, as somehow I felt it proper.
         But the universe continually supplies tests.
 

         It was the heat of the summer, and the entire city was looking forward to autumn despite the back-breaking work that it would bring most of them with the harvest.  I suppose it is no worse than sweating their lives away in the fields or on the streets.  The nobles had no reason to complain, but took the privilege anyway due to their station.  Myself, I felt no pain any longer, and so did not even think to complain.  I am forever uncomfortably comfortable.  The children, whatever they may have thought, followed my example, and made no complaint.  They spoke very little by then, only enough to say what needed to be said.  Not that there was any lack of communication; they had devised hand-signals and gestures, and were so intimately close that words were often unnecessary none the less.
         During the afternoon, one could watch the heat rising from the streets of the Dark Alleys, indeed, of most of the city, in liquid waves that made all appear to be little more than a fragile phantasm.  Beggars and the sedentary dregs huddled in the dank shadows by the side of the rotting buildings which were falling down as you passed them.  The stench of humanity assailed the nostrils, though we had long become accustomed to the reek.  The children moved swiftly and gracefully down the street, their eyes scanning from side to side, wary of predators and seeking prey all at once.  I moved at the same pace a few houses down, watching them carefully while appearing to be doing nothing at all.
         We knew nothing of the raid.  It was actually one of the few times I think the Watch got the drop on us.  Raids by the Watch were infrequent and fairly futile attempts to purge the filth of the Dark Alleys.  The Guild always had someone listening at the Captain's manor, and soon after the Guild knew, the information would leak out onto the street.  I never cared much after I died - I never gave the Watch a second thought after that at all.  What could they truly do to me if the impossible happened and I was caught?  Kill me?  The idea was absurd.
         The rumble of their wagons came down the street like a menacing thunder, the dust cloud in the distance appearing just a moment after.  Suddenly, the street came alive with a terrific explosion of chaos and a terrible melange of bodies heading this way and that, all trying desperately to escape the raid.  Those caught in the raid did not even usually make it to the Watch's dungeon.  I thought of the children for only a moment in the great cacophonous chaos that milled about me.  They would be fine, though.  I had described a raid to them long ago, and they knew exactly what to do.  Most Watchmen were loathe to take children anyway; it looked bad to the general populace to execute a child.
         I stepped carefully out of the way of an on-coming wagon, deftly reaching out my arm and yanking the driver from his seat to the ground.  He landed with a large thud, and a crack of something.  I stepped upon his throat and held my foot there, looking with mild curiosity at the dusty, rank chaos about, while he slowly suffocated to death, writhing and twisting upon the dirty street.
         The raid passed as swiftly as it had come, leaving the street almost completely deserted except for a couple Watchmen dragging the most complacent, or conscious, men to their wagons to be hauled off for a mass execution outside the city walls.  A young Watchman rushed towards me, but came to a sudden halt as I stared at him.  In those days I still took some perverse glee in the fact that my demonic stare freezes the soul of the stoutest man.  The man's arms fell to his side, and his grip upon his broad sword loosened so that it threatened to fall.  I grinned at him as only demons can, and then tore his head from his shoulders.  The Watch knew to leave me alone, and I sent them the bodies of those who failed to learn.
         I sauntered down the street after the children, resuming my facade of doing nothing at all except examining the decrepit buildings that lined the street like ancient and beaten guards on perverse display.
         The sound of a man's hoarse yells and the light grunts and screeches of my children came from a near-by alley.  I looked within to see Michael and Jasimine latched tightly onto a Watchman.  The girl was slowly making her way up his sword arm, and had managed to fasten her tiny little hands upon the butt of the weapon.  Michael was viciously digging his small knife into the Watchman's left leg; blood was starting to flow like a river, soaking the brown of the uniform into a darker shade.
         From behind me, I heard the rapid footsteps of the Watchman's partner rushing to help.  My hand flicked out, wielding my dagger, and plunged it into his chest as he passed me.  The man fell to the ground with a sudden groan of pain.  To be sure, I ripped the dagger up through the chest and his jaw.  It was terribly grotesque and messy, but I was sure that he was dead.
         Meanwhile, the other Watchman managed to grasp Jasimine by the hair and fling her against the wall of the alley.  She hit with a small squeak, and slumped to the ground, stunned.  The Watchman's broad sword came down after Michael, but the boy was swift, and was only nicked by the awkward blow.  The Watchman, now frustrated, but gaining the advantage, gave Michael a swift kick, which sent the boy stumbling to his sister.  Jasimine stood to catch her brother and they glared together as the Watchman approached.
         I retrieved my dagger and looked about the street to find no other Watchmen to take care of.  So, I returned my attention to the children.
         The Watchman was less than a pace from them, and Jasimine began to cry.  She wailed and wept horribly.  Confused, the Watchman let his sword droop a bit; and I smiled.  Michael dove forward and knifed the man squarely in the groin.  With a howl of pain, the Watchman dropped his sword and crumpled to his knees.  Jasimine and Michael were on him in a second, and in the next moment she had removed the man's head with his own sword.
         The children turned to me with the task accomplished and the test passed.  There was a look of hungry pride in their eyes that is burned in my mind much the same as the tender look of my mother.  Michael's face was cold, like steel, as he sheathed his knife, and Jasimine looked at me over the point of the broad sword - which was half her height - with bewitching eyes.
         I nodded, and left to return to my spire.  They did not follow.
 

         They were nigh-perfect.  Jack could not have done better himself, I thought.  For the first time in what then seemed to be forever, I felt a sense of accomplishment and purpose.  I enjoyed the act of creation.  My plan was falling well into place now: with Michael and Jasimine complete in their training I would soon have to find more children. Not that that would be a problem.  We would have this town beneath our feet in no time.
         I heard them return just before sunset.  I came silently downstairs to meet them and perhaps give them a lesson.
         Michael flung a bag of coins and gems at my feet.  The knot was loose and the contents burst onto the steps.  "There," he said with his perfectly-determined voice.  "We're done."
         I looked at him to discern just his meaning, though I was really sure enough already.  Jasimine had adopted the same look, but she was just mimicking him.  She had the broad sword in a scabbard lashed to her back.  It was a little awkward for her size, but it made her appear to be quite the impressive huntress.
         "You're done?" I asked.  I wished to hear his ravings, though they did not matter.
         "Yeah, we're done," Michael said.  "Or are you deaf?  We're through thievin' and killin' fer you.  We can do it ourselves now."
         "I see," I said as I stepped over the glittering opulence at my feet to descend the stairs fully.  "So you want to leave me?"
         "I think you kin manage on your own," Michael spat.
         "What about the Guild?"
         "What about the Guild?  We can handle them, you've taught us well enough."
         "And the Watch?"
         "The Watch is a joke and you know it.  Besides, you saw us today.  We can handle the Watch."
         I smiled at him, approached, stepped to the side, and patted Jasimine on the head.  Her thin blond hair rustled easily but always fell perfectly back into place.  "Do you want to leave, too?"
         She began to nod, but Michael pushed her out of the way.  "I'm speakin' fer both of us, you hear?  I said 'We', and I mean 'We.'  Her an' me."
         I looked at him for a long, silent moment, and then smiled my demonic smile.  Michael had found a way to not be terrified with my smile: he did not look at me when I grinned.  "Your lesson for tonight," I began.
         "We don't need no more less - "
         "Your lesson for tonight," I spat, then calmed, "is that of reality.  First, you must remember that all you know is what I have taught you.  While I have not taught you any sort of respect for authority, it is unwise to bite the hand that feeds.  It might bite back.  Not that I would ever do so out of spite.  You know that I am not a spiteful person."  Michael gave a bored sigh, and I began to circle about the room.  "Second, the Guild is much more than you realize, children, little boy and little girl."  Michael gave a start, but I raised my hand - a motion for silence.   "The Guild is the most powerful force in this city, and they will hunt you down relentlessly until you either join or die.  Not that they'll really give you a choice: they'll just kill you.  And as good as you may think you are, you're not as good as the Guild's best."  Michael glared at me, but I paid no attention.  "Third, the Watch is more than you imagine.  Any fool could have the luck to bring down one of the common lackeys in those raids, but the men who guard the Bridge?  The Duke's and the Captain's guards?  Noble escorts?"  I shook my head.  "Not a chance, children.
         "But, with a small amount of luck, you might be able to overcome all those hurdles.  It is not impossible, I have done so myself.  There is just one thing which you have failed to take into account."  I paused, seeing that Jasimine was hanging on my every word and that Michael had lost interest.  I took a single stride and grabbed the insolent boy by the collar, lifting him to look me in the eyes and slamming him against a wall.  His breath was forced out of his lungs with a sudden, surprised whoosh.  "That I could kill you with a breath!"
         I glared into Michael's eyes, and he met my gaze with a horror that reached down into his soul and chewed at it with its pureness.  His lip began to tremble, and soon he was shaking all over, tears running down his cheeks.  I could tell that he was suppressing a whimper.  Any mortal would do this when faced with the sheer purity of my blistering, demonic anger.  It is a small miracle that he did not die of fright.
         I dropped him to the ground, where he remained, whimpering, as I walked away and up the stairs.
         The sunset was especially beautiful that evening.

         Michael never looked at me the same after that, which was good, for the most part.  I had instilled in him the proper fear of me, and he gave me now all the respect that I demanded.  Yet, there was a glaze of resentment in his eyes whenever he looked at me.  He did not communicate this with his sister, though I think that she suspected as much.  The children were as inseparable as ever after that evening, though with each day I watched as Michael retreated slightly further away from Jasimine.  He would not leave, I knew, because he knew that Jasimine would stay and he would never leave his sister's side.
         The summer heat remained, in any case, and life was miserable in the city.  We did not venture out much in the daytime; no one ever did during those unusually tortuous weeks of that summer.  The Watch was given little to do except seek shade - not, I'm sure, that they complained.
         Late one afternoon I ventured downstairs to find Michael asleep, curled in a corner.  Jasimine was awake, though, sharpening her prized broadsword.  She looked up at me and smiled her thin little smile.  It never grew any larger, just a slight up-turning of the corners of her mouth.  It was a subtle gesture that could mean many things.  One had to watch her eyes.  I had seen the smile be threatening or mischievious or kind or almost demonic.  She had smiled at me when the children had killed the Watchman.  She smiled at me now in pleasure, as she almost always did, especially if Michael was not watching.
         I looked at Jasimine and her blade for a long moment.  "Oddly enough," I said, motioning to the broad sword, "it becomes you."
         She nodded, appreciating my words.  I did not speak much, not even to them, and so whatever I said was very important.  The blade was obviously too large for her, but she wielded it with surprising proficiency and grace.  Besides, it was a spoil of war.  Jasimine continuing sharpening, the sound of the whetstone grating upon the steel blade sweet in the thick, hot air, cutting through it like a knife.  I listened to that wonderful sound until it had burned itself into my memory like the clack of Kes' boots upon the Near Capital Guild's floors or the mimicked blue-jay of Leila's morning call.
         "Enough," I said to Jasimine, and she stopped.  "Come with me."  She followed me up the stairs, hesitating at first.  When we came to the top floor I took her into my arms and climbed out onto the roof of the spire.  My spire stood at the northern-most edge of the Dark Alleys and close to the wall by the bank of the Sern.  From the roof, one could see the entire city by shifting ones position only slightly.  It is an enormous and impressive sight: the city is sprawled from the base of the spire off for an incredibly long stretch.  On any day one can watch people passing on the Bridge, entering through the East Gate, and milling about like so many ants.  From the nearest decrepit poverty at the base of the spire that is seen in the most intimate detail to the distant opulence and self-important size of the Noble Quarter across the river, one could see it all.
         "Look!" she said with her eyes wide in childish amazement as she pointed at the western horizon.  The sun was not far from the tops of the Border Mountains' peaks, and was casting red and yellow rays that pierced the blue sky like blades.
         I sat with her still in my arms.  Together we watched the sunset until the sun was only a thin, beautiful disc of brilliant red-orange above the peaks.  The few clouds upon Nuin-Covl glowed a deep red with violet linings while yellow lines streaked down the sides of mountains and were flung in all directions from the disc.
         "The sky is burning," Jasimine whispered in wonder.
         I smiled.
 

         A few weeks later, the heat-spell had broken and life had become a little less miserable for the commonfolk of Bridgeville, though they still bent their backs to work the fields or strained their voices to sell their filthy wares like always.  The nobility did nothing of the sort, but made their relief sound just as great now that the great heat had passed.  To remind them of the their mortality, and to provide the children with a final test, I decided that we should burn a noble's manor.
         The children were completely agreeable with this idea, even a little too eager to get it done.  This would be the first time that they would see the grandeur and excess of the Noble Quarter first-hand.  But they were not foolish, and patiently waited as I told them just how we would manage that night.
         "Just any house?" Michael asked.  I could see the blood-lust building in his veins, thinking that he would have bring that under control one day - soon.
         "Any house except one," I said.
         "Which one?"
         "The Truebridge Manor," I said.
         "Why?" Michael demanded.
         I struck him, the blow knocked him to the ground, and he gasped.  "Do not question me.  I have my reasons."  Not that it really would have mattered.
         After night had fallen and the city had safely gone to sleep, we moved across the Bridge and snaked our way up the great hill atop which was the Noble Quarter.  Truly, the Noble Quarter was only a collection of large estates upon the wide top of a hill that overlooked the River Sern and most of the city.  Both the Captain of the Watch's manor and the Duke's fortress were adjacent to the Noble Quarter.
         Here in Bridgeville, it seemed some ancient architect had had more sense than that of Nyr Kohpitol. There was a wall that surrounded the rich in Bridgeville to keep the evil out, instead of a wall which surrounded the poor to keep the evil in. Finding ways to defeat the wall, like in Near Capital, was not difficult.  The ramparts were not manned well, and in many places, the merchant's shops and houses had come right up against the nobles' precious wall.  Shadowed alleys and secret entrances abounded.
         We scaled a stack of barrels and made it over the wall with ease.  As the children jumped to the ground on the other side, I paused at the top to look at the river not far to the east, just beyond the Duke's fortress.  Then I joined the children on the ground.
         "Which?" Michael asked.
         We stood fairly in the center of a large half-courtyard from which four or five large manors radiated like spokes on a wheel.  Each looked equally as huge, useless, and empty, though there were candles and lamps alit in all of them.  Each house looked like an enchanted skull staring a hollow stare into the night.  I choose the one furthest down-wind; there was no need to destroy more than one.  Too much and the Watch might really come down hard on the Dark Alleys.  The time had been when I would not have cared, but now I had to be concerned for my children.
         The plan was fairly ostentatious, but we had a point to make and wanted to make sure that thick-witted nobles understood.  Jasimine had been dressed and decorated like a jester, while Michael and I wore traveling clothes like that of an acting troupe.  Beneath our long cloaks we carried a half-dozen decanters of greek-fire with a strip of cloth stuffed in the mouth, and each had his flint.
         As a bard might say, this would be a blast.
         We approached the chosen house, and Jasimine rapped on the door a few times, then stepped back and waited upon the porch, kneeling with her head lowered in proper supplication.  Michael and I waited only a pace or two behind her on the street, half-buried still in shadows.
         The woman who answered the door was certainly not a servant.  Her dress was of silk and gorgeous lace, and jewelry dangled from her like so much dust on a cur.  Her face was painted and dainty, and her speech was too correct.  However, she was certainly not sober, either.  She held a goblet in her hand and I could smell the wine upon her breath from the street.  She giggled uncontrollably at some jest from inside as she opened the door, and, seeing Jasimine in her flashy garb, delight lit her eyes.
         "Oh, Heavens!" she declared with a thick tongue.  "Look here, a little jester!"
         Jasimine looked up at the woman with her smile, which I was sure was quite demonic.
         "Such a lovely child," the woman purred, and then saw Michael and myself in the shadows.  "And more!  Heavens, who sent you?"
         There was a thick moment of silence as I pondered the best answer to the question, but Jasimine beat me to it:
         "Hell, bitch," the girl said, and plunged her sword through the woman's stomach.
         Her eyes wide with horrified surprise, the woman screamed in terrible agony and crumpled to the floor when Jasimine yanked the sword out, now covered with blood.  Michael and I unleashed a terrible volley of lighted vials through the open door and a few windows into the party being held within.  The joyful pandemonium swiftly turned into terrified chaos as the manor caught fire.  Shrill screams erupted from within, and doomed people began frantically searching an exit.  I imagine some escaped, but I could watch through the shattered windows as nobles and servants alike burned slowly to death.
         Jasimine cleaned her sword on the woman's dress, and the turned to smile at me over the gleaming tip.  The firelight danced upon the edge of the blade beautifully.
         I waited a few more moments to watch, then turned to leave.  The children followed and soon we were out of the Noble Quarter and far from the wall.  I paused again on the wall to look at the river, then to the inferno we had created, and laughed to myself.  So close, yet no hope.
         We took our time to get to the Bridge, there was no real rush, though the city was slowly coming alive about us as the news spread like wildfire.  A tense panic seemed to fill the air, to which we were quite oblivious.
         The crunch of feet landing from the roof was followed by a stifled scream.  Michael and I whirled about, weapons drawn, to see a half-dozen of the Guild's assassin's, one of which held Jasimine close with a large and menacing knife to her throat.  There was a long, long pause as we looked at each other in the moonlight.
         I lowered my stance, letting my dagger fall to my side.  "Go ahead," I said.  "Kill her."
         "NO!" Michael screamed, and launched himself at the assassin.  The boy moved with such speed and grace that I knew the man did not have a prayer - if any god was listening.  Michael's knife found its mark, and the man fell to the ground, bringing Jasimine with him, his throat pouring blood onto the street like a mountain stream.
         Jasimine jumped to her feet, drawing her broad sword in the same motion, and the children faced the assassins with determined faces.  The five other men smirked at them, and then the frenzy began.  I watched in amusement, taking not a little pride in my children's proficiency.  The action was too fast to even describe, it looked more like an intricate though chaotic dance.  I marveled almost more at that then when first one assassin fell, then another.  In a short while, both children were attacking the last remaining assassin like wild animals, and a look of panic was set in his eyes.  They tore him to the ground practically with their bare hands, being too close for even weapons to be of any use.
         In what seemed only moments, it was over.  The children stood in the midst of six corpses, looking in mild curiosity and pride at their work.  Then they looked at me and smiled.
         I looked at the half-dozen dead men, and thought just how like a couple of jackals my children had torn them down.  I looked back to Michael and Jasimine and saw that they were still smiling their evil smile at me.  Leila had been not too much older than Michael, I thought suddenly.  And I had been not too much older than Jasimine.  We might have been able to do this, and Jack would have been very proud of his students.  Leila had fallen to a trap such as this.  I looked at the children again, and the thought sickened me.  This was no kind of salvation.  This was only more blood and more death.
         I had enjoyed the act of creation, being some sort of god.  But I was greatly displeased with my creations.  They were much like me.  Too much like me.
         I stepped forward and sliced Jasimine's throat with a single, graceful arc of my dagger.  Michael looked on in horror, but only for a moment before I slit his, too.  They fell to the ground with soft thud, the sound of which I remember like the sweet sound of Jasimine sharpening her sword.  Their blood poured onto the street like a million tears running at once, and mingled with that of the fallen assassins.
 

         I had not been nearer tears in fifty years.
         I left the bodies there, useless and empty shells that they were - a failure and a lesson.  The universe, it seems, likes to bath my hands with blood every time it must teach me something.  I had been reprimanded for doing something that was not my place to do.  And I had been taught that humanity had far from died within me.  Indeed, with the death of those children mercy was born within me, mercy and justice which humans have assigned to the universe to aid themselves in its blustery, violent storms.
         You cannot debate any of this with me.  I know it is true, and it will take oceans of blood to teach me otherwise.

         I made my way directly to the Dancing Maid.  It was late, but she had not left yet.  I entered the tavern just as she was standing to leave.
         "I wish you to see something," I said, and beckoned her outside.  She came with me onto the street, and I pointed to the flames arising from the Noble Quarter on the hill like some angry angel.  "Do you see that?  I did that."
         She was silent.  The truth sat heavily upon her old mind.
         The silence remained for a while.  "I have learned something tonight," I said, and moved her to face me.  "I have learned what happened to your daughter."
         Her eyes lit with hope and joy.
         "Do not be happy, human," I said, using the appellation for the first time.  "I have learned what happened to your daughter more than two-score years ago."  I removed my cowl to show her the demonic hideousness of my visage.  "I happened to your daughter."
         Her terrible howl was raised to the sky and rung throughout the city like the tolling of a funeral.  It is imbedded in my memory along with the soft thud of my children's bodies upon the street and Leila's immortal scream as she was devoured by Kraz's angry flames.
         It is the sound of Pain.
 

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noah mclaughlin