Rogue of Rogues                                         Prologue  Chapter I    Chapter II   Chapter III    Chapter IV    Chapter V   Chapter VI
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Life, existence, the universe and all within it can be summed in a single word: chaos.

 Chapter V

 
         The next morning I willed myself to watch the sunrise.  The Mountains of the Unknown, which comprise the northern and eastern borders of the Kingdom of Stephen, towered high and majestic above the Black Forest.  Their deep purples and greys seemed solemn and monstrously strong, while the dense greens and browns of the forest sprawled lazily at their feet.  The bright, golden globe of the sun crawled its way - with torturous slowness, it seemed - above the mountain-tops.  Its brilliant rays struck the few clouds which hovered continuously near the summits, burning them with a deep and heavenly red.  The twilight in the western sky dwindled swiftly, fading from a pitch black to a thick, bright blue.
         I crouched close to the smoldering fire, watching the heavenly spectacle unfold.  But despite its enormous beauty, my attention was thoroughly fixed elsewhere.  The nightmarish events within the forest - facing the priest, and encountering Kraz's horrible flaming avatar - burned in my mind, and try as I might I could not shake them away.  My hands clenched and unclenched convulsively with nothing to do.  I kept my eyes fixed on the glowing horizon in order not to close them and have the horrible memories become even more real and near.
         I drew my dagger and dug into the last remaining log which lay near the fire.  I began to whittle a small hole, the motion somehow calming my nerves.  Finally I tore my gaze from the sunrise to my three companions.  They were all still asleep, exhausted both physically and emotionally from the past few days.
         Thorax lay directly across the fire from me, buried deeply in his bedroll.  It had been him who had sent that flame over Kes' shoulder to strike It and set the priest aflame.  The bastard, I thought.  The ignorant fool.  Then I swiftly wiped such thoughts away.  Thorax was a psyker, I reminded myself; asleep or not, only he and the gods knew what powers he possessed: to read minds or see the future or burst through a thick castle wall.  My dagger's whittling slowed.  I did not trust him, and only Kes' and Stephen's acceptance of him kept my loathing for him and his kind from slaying the man.
         I turned my attention from the psyker to Chantel.  She lay blissfully asleep to my left, long brown hair flowing out of her bedroll onto the dew-covered ground.  Even in her sleep the mage looked at once vulnerable because of her slight frame and fragile beauty, and strong because of the set of her mouth and sheer aura which surrounded her.  She had survived the abduction well, which is more than can be said for most mortals, even the ever-aloof elves.  She was a one to be watched, I said to myself.  Chantel was the women who could seduce a man onto her dagger blade or simply destroy him with her magic.  She was the perfect companion for the strong-willed Kes.
         I shifted my weight to the other leg as I turned to look at Kes, and my dagger stilled.  Even asleep she emanated a strong aura.  Most of what I saw in the elfin mage is not expressible in words.  I felt an unfamiliar part of my soul tug and leap to life whenever I looked at her.  Asleep, she appeared like an angel at rest: her black hair and pale skin perfectly matched, and her clenched fist a symbol of the strength she held within that could lash out in an instant.
         I sighed and looked down at my dagger, which was now firmly embedded in the log.  I yanked it out and then looked at the gleaming blade.  I'd had the dagger for years.  It had been the first thing that I had ever stolen under Jack's tutelage.  The bitter memory of Jack and his little band made me wince and my grip on the dagger tightened.  I sheathed the blade with a violent motion and stood, staring for some reason or another at the dying embers of fire.  The coals looked like the last desperate refugees of some terrible destruction, and suddenly I found myself feeling some kinship with them.
         "Are you going to make breakfast or are you just going to stare at those embers?"
         I jumped at Kes' voice and instinctively drew my dagger.  I stared at the elf intensely as she stood from her bedroll, anger burning in my eyes.
         "Don't ever, ever do that," I said very seriously.  "I might've killed you."
         Kes looked at me for moment and then shrugged.  Her ego inflamed me with an anger which I quickly pushed to the side.  The elfin mage set about gathering her things and preparing to leave.  Several minutes passed in relative silence.
 "You wouldn't have killed me," she said as she tied her bedroll to the saddle on her horse.  She turned to look at me.  Her eyes were filled with an eerie sureness.  "You could never kill me.  I don't think that you could even harm me."  She paused and walked over to me.  "Neither could I ever harm you."  She moved to embrace me, but I shrank away.  "Kid, you realize just how inextricably our lives are intertwined?" she asked.  "Or is that beyond your human comprehension?"
         I did not reply for a few long moments.  "I don' want no mother, I don' want no father, I don' want no loves," I said.  "No connections, no ties.  Those things only bring you down, make you weak.  They kill you.  Or is that beyond your elfin comprehension?"
         Kes looked at the ground, sadness suddenly filling her eyes.
         "Don't be sad," I said.  She looked up, and I could see hope suddenly filling her eyes.  "No.  Don't feel at all.  You feel, you slip up, you make mistakes."  I drew my dagger, holding the bright blade in front of my face.  "Mistakes get you killed."  There was a solemn, terrible pause as Kes realized what I was saying.  "Feelings get you killed.  And I wanna live."
         Kes nodded, and I could she that understood, completely.  It was a gesture and an action that was so reminiscent of Leila I had to yank myself violently away from a wave of nostalgia.  "I want you to live, too," she said.
         Today, three hundred years later and steeped in immortality, those words are horribly bitter, but on that cool summer morning, I could not but smile.
 

         We traveled for most of the morning before we found the road which traveled from Near Capital east to the Bhyd outpost and beyond.  It seemed a great anachronism to me: a concrete proof of civilization lying in the midst of utter wilderness, a ribbon of filth running through a swath of untainted beauty.  We took to the road and traveled west towards the city for no real reason - only that returning to the Black Forest, which stood between us and the Mountains of the Unknown, and beyond that, the Bhyd outpost, was something less than desirable.
         About mid-afternoon we topped the plateau upon which sat the Great Citadel.  Its towering grey walls were still an awesome sight as we approached.  Upon the wind I could smell the stink and aroma of thousands of people living and dying and loving and losing inside those stoic, impenetrable walls.  It was the smell of home, and it was a smell that I loathed.  What lay inside those walls? I asked myself.  The Guild, Jack, the Gleamblades, hundreds of filthy thieves and desperate peasants: death, blood, darkness.  I had seen enough of it, I had lived enough it.
         "Wait," I said as we began to near the city.  All eyes turned toward me.  "Let's not go back."
         They looked at me with puzzlement.
         "Why?" I asked.  "Why go back?"
         "But, it's your home, isn't it?" Chantel asked.
         I snorted, a terribly rude noise.  "I don' have no home," I said.  It surprised me, the ease with which I lied.  "I only got a room in the Guild.  No, I don' have no ties, don' have no business there."
         Thorax looked down at his horse.  It was a deep black, like his clothing.  "Not that we should be taking any chances with these borrowed amenities."
         Kes thought it over for a few moments.  The warm summer wind whistled lightly, and the song of a few birds hung in the air.  For a moment, I felt a tenseness.  For some reason, the decision ultimately rested with Kes, by common, unspoken agreement.  And if Kes decided that we were going into the city, then that was where we were going.  This would be a terrible betrayal, I felt, but nothing unfamiliar.
         "All right," Kes said at last.  "No point in getting caught with these beasts.  We go south, to Royale."
         I gave the elf a light squeeze of thanks and appreciation as we turned the horses south and galloped away.
         The road to Royale was well-kept, as are all roads in Stephen, though we did not see too many others upon it.  I felt an odd uneasiness with this.  It was the height of the summer, and traffic usually poured into Near Capital in this season, enough to traffic to justify these roads bustling with merchants and travelers.
         By evening we were looking for a suitable place to sleep for the night.  The ground had been rocky for some time, with no clearings anywhere along the road.  We had just entered a small grotto when I swiftly leapt from the back of Kes' horse and landed with my dagger drawn.
         "What?" she demanded as the party reigned their horses to a halt.  Chantel and the psyker looked about at the top of the grotto, which stood well above our heads.
         I sniffed the air again.  It was putrid - and alien.  "I smell somethin'," I growled.  "Somethin' real ugly."
         Chantel's scream seemed to complete my case as three grotesque-looking creatures leapt from the top of the grotto to land only a few paces before us.  They were humanoid in shape, but there the resemblance ended.  These creatures stood half-again the height of a man, and their green skin was pock-marked with patches of brown.  Large, pointed noses stretched out from under two completely black, bulging eyes.  Their huge hands held long, blood-stained claws, and long, shiny teeth that looked more like small knives rested in their mouths.
         "Gods!" Thorax cursed as he pulled his horse away.  "Trolls!"
         Kes looked over at the trio and frowned.  "Obstacles, obstacles," she huffed, and quickly dismounted.
         As I ran for the edge of the grotto, it struck me how Leila would have given such a stoic response.  They had both been good, very good, and very strong.  They'd had little to fear from the universe.  But downfalls always come in a moment of arrogance, I thought.  I reached the craggy wall of the grotto and swiftly began to climb.  While my companions kept these monsters busy, I would sneak upon them from behind.  It was a typical, and very effective, street-fighting strategy.  I could think of no reason why it would not work here in the wild.
         Not surprisingly, my companions did not rush into hand to hand combat; while I had no doubt that Thorax was fiercely strong, his and the elves' talents lay elsewhere.  Chantel sent a blue bolt of energy at one troll, knocking it to the ground, while another struggled with a large arm and hand which had sprouted from the ground to grasp its leg.  Kes sent a brilliant spray of magical lights into the eyes of a third.  However, all this otherwise-impressive magic seemed to be little more than hindrances for the menacing trolls.  A hungry, maniacal look gleamed in their eyes that would not so easily be defeated.
         And I was not going to make it.  Despite my experience and my swiftness, moving along a wall was slow work, even one so craggy and full of hand-holds as the grotto wall.  I was hardly past where the trolls stood, and not well behind them where I needed to be.
         Chantel sent another blue bolt into the first troll as it stood.  The creature rocked precariously backwards, but kept its balance.  The second monster ripped itself lose of the earthen gripped which Thorax had maintained for only precious moments.  The third shook its head violently and roared to free itself of the magical lights Kes had thrown at it.
         I saw Kes look about herself in a panic.  She saw the situation for what it was, and knew there was little - if anything - that she could do.  Suddenly, inspiration lit her eyes, and she mumbled a few arcane words.
         A humongous inferno erupted from the ground behind her - one that I found horrifyingly familiar.  From the angry red flames emerged a large, humanoid figure, one's whose dark visage and terrible gaze could only be Kraz's.  My eyes grew wide in terrible fear, and I plastered myself against the grotto wall.  My stomach churned and my brain screamed at me to flee, but I was paralyzed with fear.
         The trolls had a similar reaction, though with considerably less paralysis.  They swiftly made a desperate retreat, disappearing into the deep evening shadows from whence they came.
         And just as suddenly as it appeared, the inferno vanished into nothing.  I breathed deeply in the sudden absence of the flames' roar - and then I noticed that there was no such absence, because there had been no such roar.  I looked at Kes with an angry glare.
         "Dammit!" I roared as I leapt from the grotto wall to the ground and marched toward her.  When I stood directly in front of the elfin mage, I swung my fist and knocked her to the ground.  "Don't you ever, ever do that!"
 Kes looked at me with puzzlement, nursing a sore jaw.
         "That... that damn phantasm of yours!"  I gestured to the spot where the illusion had just stood.  "I 'bout died of fright!  Never, ever do anything like that again."
         Kes stood, a defiance set in her face.  Her slap took me completely by surprise and knocked me hard to the ground.  She grinned at my look of surprise, and then crouched down beside me.  "Yell and scream all you like, boy," she said in an iron cold voice.  "But never, ever strike me."
         I nodded, barely holding back a smile.  She was very strong, this woman, and she knew exactly how to make her point.
 

         Early the next morning we entered the city gates of Royale.  This city was a far cry from the grandness of Near Capital, but the familiar stench of hundreds of bodies packed tightly together assailed my nostrils as we entered through a sturdy, if old and filthy, gate. Royale seemed to still be in the midst of awakening, while I knew that Near Capital would be brimming with noise and commerce and jostling bodies by this time.  People stared at us as we traveled down the narrow streets.  It seemed that even in a city of this size, elves and adventurers were an uncommon sight.
         What an odd sight our party must be, I thought: two elfin mages in ragged clothing, a darkly-dressed and very muscular psyker, and a thin and sickly boy-thief.  A ragged and odd-ball company if I could have ever thought of one.  And then it struck me that I had just thought of my companions and myself as a single party.  It was the first time that I had ever blurred the distinction between myself an any companions.  Our group seemed to be a very cohesive unit, without speaking we seemed to understand each other's thoughts.  They were no quarrels or any real decision making.  Each of us had known what do when encountered by the trolls, and the break down and set-up of camp each night we slept in the wild was swift and easy.
         Its was a first, and something unique.  As we slowly wound our way through the growing crowds of the city streets, I set myself to pondering this thought.  The question that pounded the most upon my brain was: what had led to this?  What events, which people, what things had brought me here to this strange new city with three relative strangers?  And what had brought me to think of them as not only companions, but the four of us as a single group?
         The course of events of the past few days was easily recalled.  Yes, I remembered the combat and the encounters, the conversations and thick silences that were meaningful of themselves.  But, there had to be some reason for all this.  I felt closer to Kes than anyone I had ever met before in my life, and yet I had known her just a few days, not even a week.  I knew Chantel to be a strong and diligent woman, and even had grown to respect Thorax, or his powers at least.  These feelings and actions had meaning to me, so there had to be some reason that they came to be.
         But I could not find any such reason.  I pondered it long and hard, but it eluded me even as we tied the horses before a tavern.  We each silently dismounted and made our way inside.  I looked about the inside of the small building - almost as much out of practice as curiosity.  There were only a half-dozen people inside, each quite intent upon his food, or on his companion as the other spoke.  Why were these people here? I wondered.  Why am I here looking at them?  Why was I not outside filling my pockets with others' riches?  Why was I not back in Near Capital?  Because they feel like it, and I feel like it, I thought.  And I felt that held some importance.  It's just convenient, maybe, or perhaps they like to eat here.  Maybe I just felt like accompanying Kes and the rest in here, may be I just wanted to leave the Great Citadel.
         What fickle things, feelings, I thought.  What horribly fickle and unpredictable things.
         For a moment, the key to the universe lay brilliantly before me, all I had to do was reach down and realize.  But, foolish boy, I passed it up.
         Feelings get you killed, they have you make mistakes.  There are no reasons for feelings, only consequences.  And usually such consequences are dire and permanent.  My thoughts took a different tack and wandered away from pondering my reason for being there in that little tavern with four relative strangers and six others who I did not know in the least.
         You see, there is no reason, no underlying answer to Why?  Yes, how, and wherefore, those are easily answered; we all know the physical actions that cause us to be where we are and who we are.  But Why? is answered only in one word: chaos.  The reason is a lack of reason.  It is only man in foolish vanity and self-importance that imposes such things as "reasons" upon the universe.  He is constantly looking for Why?, and finds only How.  So he smiles and is smug, and thinks that he has discovered something important when all he has found is another part of his cage, which he builds slowly, bit by bit, piece by hand-crafted piece.
         Do you see the paradox here?  The only reason is a lack of reason.  I feel I must teach you, though I doubt many humans will ever understand.  When there is a paradox, you must look beyond that paradox to what it is pointing at.  There you will find the Truth.
         You think it is odd that a thief and an assassin should speak of Truth?  I have come to know more Truth than you will ever encounter to ponder.  Three hundred years is a long time to think.
 

         We left Royale not soon after arriving, the city did not suit anybody's pallet, least of all mine.  Stranger's glares made me nervous, and those who made me nervous were usually dead a few moments later.  There was little use in making trouble in a town that we had just entered.
         A little while south of Royale the road forked.  One fork continued in a somewhat southerly direction, heading for Magidale a day and half's travel away and beyond there to points unknown.  The other fork went east, back in the direction of the Mountains of the Unknown, which towered over the valley even from such a distance.
         "What towns are that way?"  Chantel asked as she pointed down the east-bound road.  She had bought her own horse in Royale for a song.  When offered I had preferred to remain travelling upon Kes' steed.  I had noticed that the elf-mage did not suppress a smile.
         Thorax thought for a moment.  "Forestvale lies at the end of it, I know," he said.  "Between us and that, there lies only Bridgeville."
         "Bridgeville?" Kes asked.
 Thorax nodded.   "Built right upon the River Sern.  It's about the only place you can cross the river with any safety."
         "What's it like?" Chantel asked.  She was staring down the road with a musing look, like the city beyond the hills and near the river might hold some important secret.
         Thorax shrugged his huge shoulders.  "Don't know.  I've never been there."
         "Then let's go there," Chantel said.  She turned to look at Kes, awaiting the her friend's approval.  The decisions - what few were made - always rested with Kes.
         Kes thought about it for a moment, and then nodded.  "Sounds good to me."
         We galloped down the east-bound road like arrows sent straight for a target.  We sped on towards destiny.
 

         The setting sun sent our shadows long and richly dark before us as we approached the city of Bridgeville.  As I peered over Kes' shoulder I caught a glimpse of the most beautiful sight that I have ever seen.
         "Stop!" I cried, and slid off of the horse before Kes could bring it to a full halt.
         "What?" she asked as I took a few steps ahead of and away from her upon the horse.  "What is it?"
         We stood upon the crest of hill that overlooked the city, giving a beatific view of the small valley in which the River Sern begins and Bridgeville lays.  Thick clouds rested lightly on the far horizon, shifting slightly with an un-felt wind.  The setting sun behind us cast brilliant reds and purples and deep pinks upon the huge white clouds.  Through the clouds shown the deep and powerful peaks of the Mountains of the Unknown, towering above the scene like gods with frowning faces.  At the mountain's feet lay a thick green carpet that was swiftly turning darker shades until it was nearly black in the impending twilight.  Stars peaked out one by one along the edges of the clouds, brilliant little fires upon Nuin-covl.  The stark grey walls of Bridgeville stood like awesome monuments, hiding some precious secret where two rivers merged within and only one left, tumbling and roaring to the south and out of sight.  The swiftly fading sunset cast angry red rays upon the thick walls, as if desperately trying to burn the impenetrable stone away.  One by one, lanterns and fires were lit inside the city, like the stars in the sky.  They winked and beckoned to me.
         Suddenly, with a tremendous shift of a cloud, Luna emerged from hiding directly above the city.  Her bright, holy light shone down on it like a great beacon.  This was it, I thought to myself, not quite sure of what "it" was.  But this was it.  I had found it.
         "Can we get going now?" Chantel said in a rather bored voice.  "It's almost dark and it's going to get cold.  I don't know about anyone else, but I'm looking forward to a night in an inne for once."
         I turned to look at her with my coldest gaze.  She caught it and shivered if only for a moment.  "Fine," I said at last.  "Let's go.  I'm eager to see this Bridgeville from the inside."
         "I think," Thorax said.  "You'll be seeing far more of it than you imagine."
         Kes looked at him with a puzzled gaze.  "What's that supposed to mean, psyker?"
         I smiled and nestled my cold nose in Kes' back.  I knew exactly what he meant, and I hoped for it.
         What a terrible thing: hope.
 

         The guards at the West Gate gave us no problems, did not even stop us to ask our intent within the city walls, as did all the Watchmen in Near Capital.  I noted their laziness with an inward smile.  Good, very good.
         Once past the enormous grey walls that separated the city from the rest of the world, surrounding it with thick stone arms, the entire world changed.  Light poured from almost every window, filling the street with an eerie sort of glow.  Shadows abounded, and with my trained eye I could see the occasional flicker within them.  Where only moments ago unending fields swept off to either side, we were now closely surrounded by buildings tightly packed together, as if they were crowding about to watch us enter.  The stars in the sky faded with eerie light on the street, but Luna remained in her holy brilliance.  The air smelled of packed humanity, and for the first time I realized that I had missed this smell, this stench of hundreds of people living practically on top of one another.
         But there was something markedly different about this scene.  The eerie light one could find in the Great Citadel, and so the stench of humanity.  But here, here in Bridgeville there was - and continues to be - an aura about this city that filled me with a sense of purpose, and belonging for the first time in what seemed forever.
         I inhaled deeply, and smiled.
         "What are you smiling about?" Chantel asked.
         I looked at her for a moment, then blinked.  "It would be too difficult to explain, elf."
         The elf-mage snorted - a disgusted gesture, and we continued to the nearest inne in relative silence.
         The rooms that night were nice, if a bit expensive.  But my companions seemed bent upon pampering themselves with a night in a real bed.  The luxury had lost its draw to me years previously.  I would have been just as comfortable lying in the alley beside the inne than in a posh bed with pillows and blankets.
         I did not sleep much that night.  As much as the spirit of Bridgeville filled me with good-being, this was a new place, untested, unknown; I did not trust it.  I still do not.  While the others slept quite soundly, I paced back and forth - silent as a cat - in our room.  Moonlight played on the window, and I felt drawn to gaze out at Luna.
         The goddess shone down upon Gaia in a wonderful brilliance, unencumbered by clouds, and her children stars gathered close about her.  She kept a good watch over the night, and all those who dwelt within it.  One could say that she had become my patron.
          Suddenly, whether through some trick of Lark or just a thin passing cloud, Luna begun to shine a deep red.  I gasped as the red veneer began to undulate, giving the impression of flames dancing across Luna's face.  A scream locked itself in my throat, as a definite face appeared upon Luna: with two deep, black sockets for eyes, and thins horrible line of a mouth, Kraz gazed down at me and smiled wickedly.  I could almost hear his sinister laugh in my mind.
         The scream still locked in my throat, I dove into bed with Kes, pulling her near and burying myself deep under the blanket.  But as far away from that evil apparition and closer to the security that was Kes as I tried to get, the horrible vision remained burned in my memory, and the unheard laugh rung and echoed within my ears.
         I shivered as Kes wrapped her arms about me, and then I held her near.  Sleep was long in coming, though I know I drifted off before Kes.  Dear Kes, what had I gotten her into?
 

         In the morning, the horrible vision mostly forgotten, we gathered in the foyer of the inne.
         "So, now what?" asked Thorax.
         "Well," said Chantel, "we're adventurers, right?  We need a job."
         "Besides," Kes added, "we're running low on money."
         "Money?" I said.  "I can get you money."
         Kes looked at me sharply.  "I'd prefer a legal means."
         "Why?"
         Chantel huffed.  "Some of us still have a conscience."
         "What a waste," I said, and fell silent.
         Thorax took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.  He always did that when he was thinking.  "There has to be someone in this town that would want to hire a hearty bunch of mercenaries."
         "Sure 'here iz," came a raspy voice from behind the counter.  We all turned quickly with surprise, and my hand rested upon my dagger hilt.  There stood a very short man with dirty hair and a short, scraggly beard; each looked as though perhaps they were supposed to be blond, but dirt and general filth had tinted them an ugly yellow.  His face was long, pale and drawn.  And he had crystal blue, piercing eyes.  "Da Guild iz always lookin' fer somebody ta do somethin'."
         "What 'Guild'?" Kes asked.  She threw him a suspicious glare.
         "Da Tieves Guild, wha' else?"
         I suppressed a groan, though Chantel didn't.
         "No way," she said.  "I am through dealing with Thieves Guilds."
         "Any other ideas?" Thorax asked.
         Chantel turned to the wizened old man.  "Are there any other... guilds, nobles, anybody looking for adventurers?"
         The dirty old man shook his head.  "Mos' of da nobles in dis town don' trus' da likes o' you."  He paused in thought, then shook his head.  "Nop, jus' da Guild."
         Kes sighed with exasperation.  "Well, they can't be worse than the one in Near Capital."
         Chantel: "Don't be so sure."
         "Well, unless you two want to leave the raising of funds to our smallest companion, then I don't see what other choice that we have."
         I continued to stare at the old man, almost totally unaware of the others' conversation.  He seemed familiar in an eerie way, very at place in this city, and yet not so.
         "You know that they'll have us do something illegal anyway," Chantel said.
         Kes sighed again.  "I'd rather be in charge of what trouble I get into.  No use just letting the Kid do it all."
         "Don't want to have to break him out of a dungeon?" Thorax asked.
         Kes shook her head.  "Don't want to have to rescue any Watchmen from him."
         "Fine, then," Chantel said.  She turned to the old man.  "Where is the Guild in this city?"
         The man smiled.  "Across the bridge, in the Dark Alleys."
         "Figures," Kes said.  "Right in the middle of the Thieving Quarter?"
         The man nodded.
         "Well, let's go," Thorax said.  "We're just burning daylight."
          The others began to leave, but I remained, my gazed fixedly on the old man.  It was his eyes.  They were very familiar, almost ominously so.
         "Kid?" Kes called form the doorway.  "Are you coming or what?"
         "Go ahead, Kae," the man said.  It was almost a whisper.
 I smiled faintly.  Stëpan.  I had thought so.  I gave him a short wave of thanks, and rushed to join my companions.
 

         The streets were thick with people that morning, like any large city.  It was only by the greatest control that I kept myself from pocketing the baubles and purses of passer-by.  Kes would have been upset, and that was the last thing that I wanted presently.  But I kept a wary eye upon everything, never straying from the rest.  This city was smaller, and more innocent than Nyr Kohpitoll, but it had its rogues, its dangers.
         And its bridge.
         We came upon the Bridge only a few minutes after leaving the inne.  It was a massive, stalwart construction, made of thick grey stone, unmarred and untainted by time and weather.  Four Watchmen stood before, carefully guarding the entrance to the other end of the city.  And the other end of the kingdom, for that matter, I thought as I eyed the guards.  They were the standard of the Watch, nothing to be feared.
         But there was no need to draw suspicion to myself.  I clung close to Kes, as though perhaps she were my mother, or I her apprentice.  Kes reached down and placed a firm hand upon my shoulder to complete the ruse.
         "May we pass, good sirs?" Kes asked politely.
         The largest Watchman gave us hardly a glance.  "Go on."  He waved us past with hardly the blink of an eye.
         I smiled to myself as we passed the Watchmen.  They were cocky and sure, either that or apathetic.  Either way, crossing this bridge should never present a problem.
         I broke from Kes and wandered close to the rampart of the bridge.  The River Sern thundered beneath us, immeasurable amounts of water rushing to and away at a mind-boggling pace.  A slight breeze wafted on my cheek.  I looked up to a brilliant and deep blue sky, unmarred by a single cloud.  This place was holy, I felt.  This was the heart and soul of this city.  This bridge was the key to many, many things.
         How bitterly ironic that I owe finding it to mere chance.  The universe is as kind as it is cruel.  Everything finds a balance, it seems.
         I passed over the bridge in a slight daze, filled the greatness and holiness of the structure.  When we reached the other bank, the Watchmen there hardly noticed us.  - Or had they?  I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and gave a glance at my surroundings.  Everyone on the street was watching us as we left the bridge, very discretely, going about the veneer of normal business.  How ingenious, I thought.  Most thieves - most people in general - would never suspect that the obvious guards were but a fraction of the Watchmen that kept the bridge.  It was a mistake I'm sure enough people had made, though not often enough to give the secret away.  Mere Watchmen, however, were not going to trick me so easily.  I had been trained by the best; I was the best.
         Finding the Guild was not a difficult task.  The common beggar or peasant quickly pointed one in the right direction, and we came upon the shabby, two-story edifice about mid-morning.  The entire building appeared as if it were on the verge of total collapse.  In fact, it looked rather deserted.  The entire street looked nearly dead, only a few beggars, probably blind and starving, wandered or sat in the street.  The decrepit building leaned heavily against a much more massive, if equally shabby wall that appeared to have once been the outer barrier of the city.
         "This is it?"  Chantel was incredulous.  "This is the infamous Guild of this city?"
         Thorax put his hands on his hips, his massive arms flexing with sheer brute strength.  "This place is ugly, and I don't mean its appearance."
         Kes did not say anything, merely looked about us with her suspicious glare.  Her hand tightly gripped the hilt of her dagger, and her muscles were tensed, ready to pounce.
         So that is why she had lived so long, I thought.  She was suspicious.  Good, very good.  I gave the entire street a quick sweeping glance and nodded my head: my suspicions had been confirmed.  This run-down building was anything but unguarded.  Beggars and peasants watched us warily out of the corner of their eyes.
         "We'd better be careful," I said.  "I don' think they like uninvited guests."
         Kes nodded, and so did Thorax.  Chantel looked about us with a glance that was far too obvious, caught someone's eye.
         "Oh," she groaned.  "Great."
         "So, now what?" Thorax murmured to the rest of us.
         I shrugged.  "We might as well jus' go in.  Ain't no point in standin' 'round here waitin' to get our throats cut."
         Kes sighed.  "The Kid's got a point."  The rest of the party nodded reluctantly and we all began towards the run-down shack before us.
         A shabbily-clothed and filthy beggar swiftly limped his way towards us, intercepting us only a few paces before the building.  "Alms," he croaked.  "Spare some coins for a starvin' man."
         I grabbed him by the collar of his soiled cloak and pulled him down to look me in the eye.  "The only metal you'll be gettin' from any of us is my dagger through your throat if you don't get out of our way or get us in that Guild."
         The man's eyes grew wide for an instant, and then his smiled a wicked smile, revealing a couple of missing teeth.  "Alright, then.  Come with me, little boy."
         He turned to lead us away, but I kept my grip on his collar, and whirled back about with a yank.  "I'm not joking, little man.  I'm Master Joseph's best, and don' think I won't kill you for an insult like that.  You'll call me "sir," and introduce me only as the companion of these people here."  I drew my dagger and pressed it close to his neck.  "Get it?"
         He nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving the dagger at his throat.  I could see by the look in eyes that he was taking me seriously, which was all that I really could ask of the likes of him.
         The man led us inside.  The outer doors creaked horribly on their hinges, and led into a shabby and uninhabited sitting room with a rusty stove at one wall.  There was only a rickety set of stairs leading to the second story, but the man paid them no heed.  He proceeded directly to the far wall and twisted a rusty candelabra.  A portion of the wall in front of him slid away to reveal a plush anteroom filled with smoke and laughter and the smell of drunken men and women.  Exactly what I had suspected to find.
         "Come on in, ladies and gentlemen," the man invited, bowing and motioning us in with an outstretched arm.  He followed us in; but I did not like him standing behind us, so dropped back beside him, my hand resting on the hilt of my dagger.
         "What is it that the great Guild of Bridgeville can do for you adventurers?" the man asked.
         Kes surveyed the scene warily, and then turned to face the man.  "We're looking for employment, and were told that the Guild is the best place to find some.  Not, mind you, that this was our first choice."
         The man raised and eyebrow.  "Indeed.  Well, I'm sure that there's some errand or another that we could use you for.  Would any of you like a drink?"
         We all remained silent.
         "No?  A pity, we serve good spirits here."
         I swiftly rammed my heel into the man's shin, and he buckled to the floor.  I found his collar once more and drew him close to me.  "We're not here to drink, or to be poisoned, or have any thief's glib run through our ears.  We're here for work, little man.  Now, do you have any or not?"
         He nodded slowly.  "Aye, we do."  He glanced from one side another.  I followed his gaze, but saw no one looking.  "That is, if you're up to the task."
         Kes reached down, took the man by the collar and lifted him to his feet.  "In the past few days we've faced the Watch, demons, and trolls.  I think we're up to just about anything this joint could possibly throw at us."
         The man grinned wickedly again and nodded.  "Good, I've been waiting for the likes of you for a while."
         "We're growing impatient, human," Chantel snapped.  "What do you have for us?"
         "If you would kindly unhand me," he said, and Kes released the iron grip on his collar.  "Thank you.  Now, follow me this way.  This is not something to be discussed here.  Too many ears with too many flowing mouths."
         We followed him out of the large chamber into a smaller one off to the side.  It was little more than a recess with a door.  We each sat down at a large, low table upon plush coushins.
         The man closed the door and locked it shut.   Well, now that we're in relative privacy, first things first, introductions.  I am Malcolm, Master Thief of this Guild."
         Kes and Chantel gave a collective gasp.  Thorax merely glared.
         "And you are?" Malcolm prompted.
         "It don' matter, our names," I said before Kes could begin.  "You know how to address me, and I think that might be too much.  What's this job that has to be so secret?"
         Malcolm glared at me for a moment, then nodded in acquiescence.  "There are certain officials of this Guild which I need... eliminated.  They are a constant thorn in my side, and things would go much more smoothly if they were no longer a concern."
         "Is that all you thieves do is kill everyone?" Chantel asked, once again appalled and incredulous.
         I turned to her: "For the most part, yes."  She did not respond.
         "Who do we have to kill?" Kes asked.  She was far from amused or excited about this proposition, but I believe she saw that we had little other choice.
         "Just two men, council members," Malcolm answered.  "Your reward shall be substantial.  Five hundred gold for each of you."
         I blinked.  Five hundred gold was no small sum.  And it said something about this assassination.  "What's the catch?" I demanded.
         "Catch?  No catch."
         I glared at Malcolm.  "You might be paid five hundred gold for killin' the Duke.  Hell, I'd kill the King for five hundred gold, but two Guild council members?  What's the catch?"
         "No catch... sir."  He paused.  "Just that these two men never leave the Guild building."
         I groaned.  "We get our money up front."
         "I think not."
         "Damnit, Malcolm, don' try an' swindle me."  I drew my dagger.  "You know damn well that we're gonna have to run the moment we finish them off.  We get our payment up front."
         Thorax leaned forward and whispered in my ear: "I take it you've done this before."
         "Too many times to count," I murmured.
         "Very well, sir," Malcolm sighed.  "Here is your payment."  He took four diamonds from a belt pouch.  Each gem was about the size of my nine year-old fist.  They were each easily worth five hundred pieces of gold.  "And here," he pulled a folded piece of parchment from a pocket, "are directions to the private rooms and offices of your targets.  Remember that you will not have much time before someone becomes suspicious - "
         "I know more ‘bout thieves' guilds than even you, Malcolm," I snapped.  "We don’ need no lecture.  Get."
         The Master Thief snarled at me, then turned and left the room.
         Kes unfolded the parchment and glanced over the directions.  "This is some fix we've gotten ourselves into."
         I looked at the enormous diamond clutched in my hand.  "I'd say it's worth it."
         Chantel stood to leave.  "You tell me if it was worth it if we get ourselves killed trying to do this."
         I stood also.  "You make death sound as if it were a bad thing."
 

         Cautiously, but with speed, we made our way through the enormous Guild building.  To my relief, I saw no lower levels to be entered.  Years within the prison-like room at the Near Capital Guild had given me a tremendous aversion to anything underground.  We did our best not to look suspicious, though the sight of a large, muscular man, two elves in tattered robes and a small child-thief was not exactly what passed for normal in this guild.
         Again to my tremendous relief, no one stopped us to ask any questions, and I could detect no one trailing us through the building.  To be safe, however, I had Kes wind our way through the building and then double-track back to our first destination.  To my great surprise, there were no guards outside the chamber doors.
         "Just how are we going to do this?" Chantel asked.  We were all casting nervous looks up and down the hallway, watching for anyone or anything suspicious.
         I swiftly placed an ear to the door, and grinned: soft moans.  "I think the council member is a little preoccupied right now."  I opened the door, and ushered everyone else inside.  Our target was in bed, and much too busy with his companion to notice our entrance.
         Chantel looked slightly disgusted, but Kes paused not a heartbeat before drawing her dagger and flinging it into the mass of moving sheets upon the bed.  A quarrel from Thorax's crossbow soon followed.  In the next moment, the two figures lay motionless.  I approached the bed, and flung the sheets away.
         "Really, sir, a common whore?" I asked the council member.  His eyes were closed and I could not discern whether he was truly dead are simply trying to bide his time.  I clucked my tongue, and then slit both of their throats: no use taking any chances.  I swiftly recovered Kes' dagger and Thorax's quarrel, and then covered the pair with the sheets again.  It would buy us some time if anyone visiting thought that the council member and this whore were merely sleeping, and would in time awake.
         "Come on, hurry," I said as I opened the door and peered outside.  There was no one in the hallway, and we poured out of the chamber.  We made our way to the next council member's chamber as swiftly as possible without looking conspicuous.  I turned to corner before the rest and instantly slowed: there were guards before the chamber door.  I disappeared back around the corner before they could see me, and reported to my companions.
          "Oh, shit," Chantel said.  "Now how are we going to do this."
         Kes thought for a moment.  "It's going to have to be fast, and we're going to have to off those guards, too."
 I nodded, and smiled slightly.  Kes was learning.
         "Any handy spells you two might have would probably be enormously useful," Thorax said.  "I have no powers that will help us now."
         Chantel's face lit up like a torch.  "As a matter of fact, I do."
         "Good," I said. "Then let's do it."
         "Wait," Chantel said.  "Don't you want to hear what I've got planned?"
         "No," I replied.  "I'm sure you're gonna do it whether I know or not."
         Chantel shook her head and followed me around the corner.  I walked well ahead of the rest of the party, and the guards caught sight of me in a moment.  "'Scuse me, guys, but I was wonderin' if you could give me a hand.  You see, this place is jus' huge, and I need to know where I could find your graves."
         The guards looked at me bewilderedly, and the first had that expression frozen on his face as my dagger went through his throat.  The second was fast enough to draw his short sword, but the hand holding it fell to the floor the next moment, and his bowels fell the next.  He hit the wooden floor with a scream gurgling in his throat, spraying blood all about.
         I turned and kicked he door open as my companions joined me at the entrance.  A wave of smoke and loud music mixed with drunken laughter assailed us.  "Surprise!" I yelled to the celebrators within.  I saw that a few turned with astonished looks and some even had enough time to draw their weapons before Kes and Chantel each sent a ball of flame hurtling inside.  The chamber and all those within burst into flames the next moment, and I swiftly pulled the door closed.
         I breathed a short sigh of relief and grinned wickedly.  "Nice work," I said.
         "Why don't I like your tone?" Kes asked.
         "I jus' saw Malcolm in there," I said.
         "Oh," Chantel said.  "Damn, one less Master Thief."
         "Now you're gettin' the hang of this," I said, and began to walk briskly away down the hallway.  "Right now, though, I think we'd best begin to run.  In case you haven't noticed, we've left a nasty trail behind us, and this place is made mostly of wood."
         "So?" Chantel asked.
         "So," Thorax answered.  "There are going to be a lot very angry thieves on our butts in a few moments, and in the meantime this building will be burning down around our ears."
         "Oh."
         Kes nodded.  "Oh."
         And so we began to run down the hallways.  The loud crackle of the fire becoming louder behind us.  We burst into the front room, as full of drunken thieves as we had left it.
         "Hey!" someone yelled.  "Who the hell are you?"
         I sighed heavily.  "Gods help us now."
         We took to our heels and fled out the front of the Guild at break-neck speed.  A pack of filthy, angry, and half-drunk thieves in close pursuit.
         "Oh shit," Kes whined as we wound our way through the streets of the Dark Alleys.
         In a short while we reached the main road, and the Bridge.  I made a bee-line for the bridge, heedless of the dozen or so Watchmen who I knew were watching our every move.  "Stop!" one in uniform cried as we approached the Bridge, but I merely shoved him to the side and sped across the Bridge.
         "Brilliant, Kid!" I heard Chantel cry behind me.  “Now you've got the Watch after us!"
         I glanced behind me, and saw that the crowd following us had swelled in size.  I redoubled my speed.  We reached the end of the Bridge in a matter of moments, and I shoved my past yet another guard.  My mind was not working as quickly as my legs, if it was working at all anymore.  A blind panic had taken control of my actions, and all that it was telling me to do was run, and so run I did.
         My flight took us back to the inne where we had left our horses.  The old man we had talked with that morning was tending to them in the barn.  They were saddled and ready to leave.
          "Did you find some work?" he asked me.
          I looked behind me to see the rest of the party still coming, and the mob not far behind them.  "That and more, Stephen," I said.  I jumped upon Kes' horse, and then leaned down to him.  "And the next time you send me into a death trap again, I'm gonna kill you when I get out."
          Stëpan laughed.  "You cannot kill me as much I cannot kill you, Kae."
 I looked him in puzzlement, but then my companions arrived, and mounted in haste.  "Thank you, sir," Kes said to the old man.  "We owe you a great debt."
         "Think nothing of it," he said.  "I'm sure you'll return the favor someday."
         "Someday, indeed, old man," Thorax said.  "Someday in the future."
 I looked to Thorax, and then back to Stephen, and the two shared a knowing glance.  It unnerved me, not being party to their secret.  I did not have time to ponder this, though, as we took to flight once more.  The horses quickly took us out of the city and west, back the way that we came.  I looked behind to the city of Bridgeville with almost a sadness in leaving it.
         However, there were more important things to be worried about presently: I saw a group of a dozen horses in hot pursuit, the colors of the Bridgeville Watch adorning them.
         "We've still got company," I told Kes.  She looked behind us and spat something in elfin which I was sure was a curse.  Then she pointed her horse off the road and we plunged into the wilderness of the Central plains.
 

         We rode the horses hard for hours, and it was becoming dark. Still the Watch staid close.  I could feel Kes' horse beginning to falter beneath us, and she cursed: "Damn, there's gotta be some way to shake these damn humans."
         I replied coolly, "'Course there is."
         "I'm listening, Kid."
         "Ambush."
         "We can't fight a dozen trained Watchmen."
         "The horses can't go much further," I said.  "You've gotta choice, stop and fight 'em when it's best to set up an ambush, or stop and fight 'em when the horses give up."
         Kes grumbled, but she knew that I was right.  After topping a hill we plunged into a small depression at the bottom of which there was a large creek and plenty of cover.  We hid in the dense, if small, trees and brushes.
         "I hope this works, Kid," Chantel said to me as we took cover.
         "So do I," I said, and glanced to where Kes would be hiding.  She had been right before: we couldn't really take on a dozen Watchmen, especially outnumbered three to one.  But, as I had pointed out, we had little choice, and preferred taking such odds on my own terms.  Even at the age of nine, I was wary of the whore of chance.
         I just hoped that Kes would be all right.
         The Watchmen came to the top of the hill and plunged headlong towards our hiding-places.  They seemed almost possessed, a terrible and determined fire set in their eyes.  I knew that the only thing that would keep them from completing their mission was death.
         Well, I thought to myself, if that's the way they want it.  "Now!" I cried as the dozen soldiers passed between us.
         We all leapt from our hiding-places.  Blue bolts of magic crackled through the air and the cry of frightened horses mixed with that of surprised men.  I tackled one man from his horse to the ground and had slit his throat before he could even reach for his weapon.  I stood and saw that Thorax had taken two men to the ground; one lay senseless beneath the psyker, but the other had drawn his broadsword and lifted it to strike.  I cursed to myself and fell the armed the Watchmen with my dagger.  It was the last time, I swore to myself, that I would ever save the life of a psyker.
         I looked about to see Kes in melee with another soldier, her quarterstaff parrying blow after vicious blow.  I looked for Chantel, but could not find her.  A sharp, hard blow to my head from behind sent me sprawling, my hands splayed before me as I hit the ground.  I rolled out of the way just in time to miss being hit by longsword.
         I was upon my feet in a heartbeat, glaring at my attacker.  "Now that's not very sporting," I mocked, "hitting a man from behind."
         "Shut-up, thief," he said, and swung again.
         I was in luck, it took a long time to swing a longsword.  I ducked easily out of the way, and tackled the man headlong, sending him to the ground and the longsword flying from his hands.  I gave a swift kick to his jaw and the man fell upon his back, unconscious.  I took a knife from his belt and slit his throat.
         I looked up to see Chantel's unmoving form a few paces away.  She was still alive - I could see her breathing - but she wasn't going to be giving us any help anymore.  I saw that Kes had managed to fell one assailant, but two more had taken his place, and that combat was not going well.  Suddenly, I could not find Thorax any longer, and I knew that we were very much in trouble.  "Ah, gods," muttered, and held the knife in my hand ready as a Watchman approached.
         Suddenly, a tremendous, ear-piercing whine filled the air, which swiftly turned into a bone-shaking rumble.  The ground began to shake violently, and I was thrown off my feet.  In the next breath, a tower of flames erupted from the ground, and a bolt of terrible panic exploded through my body.  I was once gain frozen in fear and I felt my soul melting away.  Long, snaking arms of flame shot out from the towering inferno and struck each of the Watchmen, who all burst instantly into flames.
         Seeing the flaming figure of the man before me, I screamed in utter horror.  And in the same moment, I knew that was exactly what Kraz wanted me to do.  All the same, the scream and the fear could not and would not be stopped.  The Watchman fell to the ground, radiating the putrid smell of burnt flesh.  I scuttled away, not able to get to my feet and run.
 Just as suddenly as the avatar had appeared, the tower of flames ceased, and the sudden end of the roar echoed in my ears.  I was breathing heavily, and my heart pounded in my chest.  My hands shook uncontrollably, and I was staring at some point far beyond my surroundings.
         "Gods," I heard Kes whisper in awe.  For a few moments the thin whine of a light breeze was all that I heard, then Kes again: "Kid?  Kid, are... are you all right?"  She walked to me, and knelt down.
         My lip was trembling with the rest of me, and I tried hard to fight back the tears.  "K- K- Kae," I said.
         "Hmm?"
         "K- Kae," I said again.  "M- my name is Kae.  Just Kae."  And with that I burst into tears.  Kes wrapped her arms around me like a mother comforting a babe, and once again my tears wet her robes as I held her close.
 

         I have continually searched for some design that had led Kes into my life, and in three centuries I have found none.  Even Stëpan admits her appearance to be merely “fortunate happenstance.”  Fortunate, indeed.  I have found despicable plans for my life, for others; I have executed some of these plans.  But still, for the vast majority of every action I have found no real reason.  Each of us has control over our own actions, each of us is a lawful, ordered thing that rationalizes every moment and every action of our lives.  But from each of these ordered and lawful existences there comes only chaos.  It takes the greatest of powers and strongest of wills to convert that chaos to one's plans.
         Gods have that power.  Mages and wizards such as Stephen have that power.  I, as yet, still do not.  Nor do I want it.

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noah mclaughlin